being simple as it should be
more than enough to understand
indeed friends when in need

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

LATEST: Forecast your results with MS Excel. =D Courtesy of ME! lols.

*Some of the results for Projects / Lab reports are not furbished. So Forecast has been pegged based on history's average.*

Immunology
% of Passing: 100
% of scoring B and above: 50
% of scoring A: 25
How much to score in Finals to get a B and Up: +/- 60%


Bioprocess Technology - Not to scale. Not all results released.
% of Passing: 80
% of scoring B and above: 35
% of scoring A: 10
How much to score in Finals to get a B and Up: +/- 110%

Protein Technology - Not to scale. Not all results released.
% of Passing: 100
% of scoring B and above: 50
% of scoring A: 20
How much to score in Finals to get a B and Up: +/- 95%

MolGen - Not to scale. Not all results released
% of Passing: 95
% of scoring B and above: 50
% of scoring A: 0
How much to score in Finals to get a B and Up: +/- 96%

Medical Microbiology-
% of Passing: 100
% of scoring B and above: 50
% of scoring A: 40
How much to score in Finals to get a B and Up: +/- 85%

Bioinformatics- I SCREWED THIS~
% of Passing: 70
% of scoring B and above: 20
% of scoring A: 00000000000000
How much to score in Finals to get a B and Up: +/- 120%

Marketing - Not to scale. Not all results released.
% of Passing: 100
% of scoring B and above: 60
% of scoring A: 50
How much to score in Finals to get a B and Up: +/- 90%

P/s: If you wanna know how to calculate, or how to forecast, tell me. Lols. BUT DON'T ASK ME TO GIVE YOU THE EXCEL SHEET! I took pains doing that. lols.

NOTICE: No updates till End Feb-08.

Wednesday, February 06, 2008

I know who I am. I know what are my capabilities and limitations. Yes, not everyone will be happy with things that I do. And, Yes, not everyone will see me in the positive light. But to me, I don't really bother about what people see about me, what people think of me. Some people think that I am self-centered, some people think that I am heartless, whatever!

At the very least, I treat things with sincerely. If I am not interested to do, I won't do. What's the point in asking me to do the things that I am reluctant to - I won't give my best. Help - To me, I don't help everyone. But I help people who are worth helping. Why? The reason is simple. If I were to help everyone, then I will definitely get some who are hypocrites who are friends only when needed. In this way, I get to see who are friends, true friends, and fair-weathered fairs. In my 2 years of Poly life, I have seen many. And many is the word. It won't be easy gaining my trust, and when you have that, all I can say is Don't betray it.

True Friends - I can do anything and everything for them. From the slightest thing to even when the sky collapses. It's spontaneous. I don't need to be told what to do but yet, I know what to do when situation arises. It's a sad thing. In my life to date, I have many friends, even more fair-weathered friends, and less than a handful of true friends. People can say I am pathetic, but you know what? I don't need so many; I just need quality over quantity. That's my style.

Next, people will then ask, How do I know if a person is a True Friend, or whatever? The answer is simple. Very simple. In my context, I have a true friend. She has known me for just a mere 2 years plus. But yet, She is an ultimate example. You don't have to know a person long to know the opposite's true colours. All you just need to do is to stand on a 3rd party's perspective, observe, think and relate. Do it with no emotions involved. Trust me, if I am able to do it, anyone will be able to either.


The next part - Relationships. I think William How would definitely make a great mentor. At least, he does things in a holistic manner. In the sense, he not only teaches us the academic stuffs, he teaches us life-lessons too. Seriously, he has my respect.

I came home, thinking about what he said (instead of studying =X). He said that relationships are much more difficult than studying. To me, I take that with a pinch of salt. I think differently. The reason why? It's for me to know; for you to find out. After all that he had said, I thought to myself, "perhaps she isn't really the one for me."

That's true. I don't even think we are compatable in any sense. Based on my previous post, I seriously think that she may fit my criteria, but I definitely will not fit hers. With that, I think I should really forget and let go. A forced and coerced relationship is just as good as opening your heart and then slicing it into pieces. That's not me! No Way! I cannot bring myself to do such a thing!

There's this girl, I told her my feelings; vice versa. We shared a common consensus - everything and anything. I would rather believe that she is the one for me. Why did I say that? I am willing to go the extremes for her, and she did for me too. She knows what is on my mind - always. She knows my troubles - everytime, without me saying. She knows my personality, character and style of doing and handling things - forever. I think enough had been said.

Last but not least, above all else, she still has a place in my heart and mind. But whether or not we would be together, only time and fate will tell... Providence would decree.

Sunday, February 03, 2008

I suddenly have this feeling. This sense, that feeling of loneliness, desolation, emptiness, or whatever you call that. I just have no mood to do anything. Be in at home, in school, I just feel so void. My only remedy is when I see you. Cos' when that happens, only will I get that motivation, that drive, that inspiration, and everything to get me going and all spurred on.

Valentine's Day is arriving in just another week or so. Let me update now, cos I won't be looking here until March 08! =X

Valentine's is just not the day of Love, but also, celebrating and sharing Love. Be it family, friends, or your significant... It has been a long time since I remembered the significance of this day. Ever since after I met you, I recalled its significance, but there will be no chance for this day to be celebrated. No doubt, you are a great girl.

It wasn't easy. People said my expectations were high, of myself and my significant other. But what they said; are my expectations really high. I believe everyone's character has 2 sides. For myself, it is the same. I have both characters too; it's only that those who do not know me well enough do not discover them.

If you think I am just a rough and straight-forward person; think again, I have gotten things accomplished and to everyone's satisfaction.

If you think I am just a crude and short-tempered person; think again, I have to protect interests of myself and all around me.

If you think I am just a normal-guy-next-door; think again, I have done the extremes in relationships.

If you think I am a strong-headed and determined person; think again, there are times which I fall really hard too.

If you think I am a person who think too much; think again, it's all because I Love You so.

If you think I am a person who is over-sensitive and possessive; think again, I was so afraid to lose you.

If you think I am a person who gets jealous easily; think again, would I do all that if you were just a normal friend to me?

If anyone of you think that I am hard-hearted and nonchalant; think again, I have my softer sides too.

I really do not know. You are a great girl. I met you since day one during orientation. I found this keen resemblence in you. I got to know you. From accquaintances to normal friends. Do you know, everytime you talk to me, I try to remain nonchalant by treating you as a normal friend. Why? I told myself, I must hide my feelings. I must not let it be known and shown.

It is because I was too scared to EVEN lose you as a friend. No matter how much feelings I have for you, I will still hide it from you. I am afraid to let you know. I don't want to imagine the day where we have to treat each other as strangers. Let's just allow things to remain status quo.

To all my ATTACHED Friends, Buddies, Enemies, whatever:
You have my utmost blessings this Valentine's and the many more to come. Treasure those with you, and don't ever live to regret. Live to Love; Love to Live!

To all my SINGLE Friends, Buddies, Enemies, whatever:
I know you can do better than that! =D Let your dreams fulfill, Let your aspirations fly! A dream can become reality when you set your mind to pursue it. Tell the ones you love - your love for them. Work your way up to building a fruitful and fulfilling relationship. It ain't easy, but when you are there, you will see, the world is celebrating for and with you.

You see things and you ask, "Why?"
But I dream things that never were and ask, "Why Not?"

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