being simple as it should be
more than enough to understand
indeed friends when in need

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

SCLLS BLog Competition

WAH! SCL(LS) got Blog competition arh! Don't tell me the funding comes from us! I'll slaughter them if I find out! =D S$200.00 CASH seems good. Though small amount; but I can really do loads with it. As it is, one of my bank accounts are below the $500.00 average balance, after deduction for investment purposes? $200.00 can do wonders for me! Pay for my driving lessons for a month; Lunch for 2 months; etc...

BUT, "Share any interesting events on the campus, CCAs, school activities, friends, news and so on. " How on earth am I doing to do that? Andrew and I "debated".. lols.

That smart-ass actually said to Write tips on How To Score As for Lab Reports for the juniors! Quite viable. But that eliminates the main purpose for blogging. I mean, blogging should be all about your personal feelings, personal perceptions, right?

AHHH!!! S$200.00 CASH!!

MBT Prac


WHA! I didn't expect to clone my cells for MBT! =X yea, cloned, without gene of interest! WTH!
Those blue dots?! At least, my cells grew.. =D Not like most of the groups, there was no growth at all.
Ironically, those who got their bands for the Gel Electrophoresis did not get any growth! So you know, I was those who did not get any bands afterall! GOD IS KIND!

Frankly, I really don't mind having more practical sessions and LESS lectures. However, report writing really sucks to the core!

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

Destiny's Cries Summary

Another of my thoughts...


Destiny's Cries... Who have read this story before? Well, if you have, I'm sure you know of what I'm going to post now. We write our own destiny? Who agrees with that? Is fate equal destiny or coincidence? If you were to ask me, I truly believe that the above-mentioned are inter-related, by whatever reasons. Having read "Destiny Cries", I've only realised that "Love" wasn't all about time, but rather the feelings within. How are we so sure then?

Love, I mean True Love, can be only lasting for one day, but the feelings which emerged are for what seem an eternity, finding it would be one in a million. In a nutshell, the joy within the relationship is more important, as comparing with the duration of it. A couple may have known each other for more than a decade, but would only realise their differences after a decade and one day, thus leading to a separation. Isn't it a little sad and a pity? Many would say yes, but I beg to differ. So what if they broke up a day after that decade? The fact remains that, the time spent within that decade was a fruitful, unforgettable and a meaningful one. Of course, Time isn't the key to a successful relationship. It was always about the feelings felt. So what is it's 10 years, 20 years, or even a millennium? As long as the feeling dissipates, the flame would soon die off.

It sounds a little contradictory on the whole, but think of it rationally. Why bother how long it can last? Might as well, devote yourself totally to the present, writing your own destiny? Obviously, the longer the relationship lasts, it only proves the stronger the feelings innate. People always say, "IF", "Providence decrees" or "Fate", to what extent do they understand the complexity of these words? I personally do not believe in fate; I've always believe in going the way destiny paves the path. I do not pray for things to come my way; I always pray that I'll be able to do the things that come my way. Understand the difference? We write our own destiny, the Heaven's above only predicts. If you want it to happen, you can, with determination and willpower. Heaven paved 50% of our roads or for things to happen, but the only difference that can be made is by YOU! Be it to continue the road of the remaining 50%, leading a life of happiness or bitterness, is all up to YOU!

After all that, I do not seek the purest understanding from all. It's only my perception. To those who read, it's a mutual understanding that "to each its own". Our happiness is only for us to grasp. No one, except yourself, would be able to create YOUR OWN DESTINY!

Monday, May 28, 2007

my new address / restoration

Long time...since I last logged into to Blogger. I did not even realised that the username and password has been merged with Google. Perhaps, this is life. All about transiency, impermanence, blah blah blah. Who knows? Blogger being bought over by Google? Anyway, that does not concern me, so?

Life is and was tough. So many reports, so many SCL matters. Really, I wasn't in any mood at all to pen my thoughts until, I SAW HER! =D Been so busy that I had little time to breathe. Therefore, I have decided. SLOW DOWN! "Take a good look at your surroundings, perhaps you'd just realise how beautiful this world and life is!" This entry, dated, I shall have many more in weeks! =D

No doubt, how beautiful this world is! Or should I rephrase, how coincidental things in this world can be! I have seen her not once, not twice, but a wholly FIVE times in a single day! OMG! Yes, I still do not know her name. At least, I know she is from School of Business Mgmt, Year 2 at that. Of course, needless to say, she was not any girl-next-door that I would assume. She was DEFINITELY a decendant from heaven, an angel's reincarnate, an acme of perfection and of all, a paragon of virtue!

Well, whatever will be, will be. The future's not for us to see and predict; it's for us to create and perfect. GOD! I am so filled with inspiration today! Read, think, penned. Here's it for this week!

Have u ever missed someone and felt terrible because u think tat he/she doesn't miss u?
Missing someone is a terrible but at the same time, sweet feeling. U will be sitting around wondering if u meant anything to him/her. Thinking if he/she ever cares about u. Rushing to the phone once it rings hoping that it's him/her. Looking out of the window hoping that he/she will surprise u by appearing downstairs. Sitting in front of the television but thinking of her missing the final episode of your favourite show. Laying on your bed, thinking of the last time u wen out together. Thinking of how nice it will be to sit under the stars again, talking about everything, your dreams, plans, future. Logging on to the internet hoping to seehim/her online. When u realise that he/she isn't online and did not return your page, u will start worrying if he/she is okay. Missing someone is a way of growing up, I guess. It exposes u to loneliness. It teaches u how to cope with being lonely and let u know that there is actually a feeling known as emptiness.


Sometimes it feels good to miss someone. U know that u really care and u indulge in the feeling of loving/caring for him/her. But missing someone and not knowing if he/she is feeling the same is terrible. U feel as if u are being left alone. So if u miss someone, tell him/her and let them know. At the same time, ask if they miss u? Don't let the feeling of missing someone become jealousy or paranoid. If u are the one being missed and u know it, let the other party know if u miss him/her too, tell them. Don't let them wait.

-nicholas, 28/05/2006

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