life is simple; why make it complicated?

I know who I am. I know what are my capabilities and limitations. Yes, not everyone will be happy with things that I do. And, Yes, not everyone will see me in the positive light. But to me, I don't really bother about what people see about me, what people think of me. Some people think that I am self-centered, some people think that I am heartless, whatever!

At the very least, I treat things with sincerely. If I am not interested to do, I won't do. What's the point in asking me to do the things that I am reluctant to - I won't give my best. Help - To me, I don't help everyone. But I help people who are worth helping. Why? The reason is simple. If I were to help everyone, then I will definitely get some who are hypocrites who are friends only when needed. In this way, I get to see who are friends, true friends, and fair-weathered fairs. In my 2 years of Poly life, I have seen many. And many is the word. It won't be easy gaining my trust, and when you have that, all I can say is Don't betray it.

True Friends - I can do anything and everything for them. From the slightest thing to even when the sky collapses. It's spontaneous. I don't need to be told what to do but yet, I know what to do when situation arises. It's a sad thing. In my life to date, I have many friends, even more fair-weathered friends, and less than a handful of true friends. People can say I am pathetic, but you know what? I don't need so many; I just need quality over quantity. That's my style.

Next, people will then ask, How do I know if a person is a True Friend, or whatever? The answer is simple. Very simple. In my context, I have a true friend. She has known me for just a mere 2 years plus. But yet, She is an ultimate example. You don't have to know a person long to know the opposite's true colours. All you just need to do is to stand on a 3rd party's perspective, observe, think and relate. Do it with no emotions involved. Trust me, if I am able to do it, anyone will be able to either.

The next part - Relationships. I think William How would definitely make a great mentor. At least, he does things in a holistic manner. In the sense, he not only teaches us the academic stuffs, he teaches us life-lessons too. Seriously, he has my respect.

I came home, thinking about what he said (instead of studying =X). He said that relationships are much more difficult than studying. To me, I take that with a pinch of salt. I think differently. The reason why? It's for me to know; for you to find out. After all that he had said, I thought to myself, "perhaps she isn't really the one for me."

That's true. I don't even think we are compatable in any sense. Based on my previous post, I seriously think that she may fit my criteria, but I definitely will not fit hers. With that, I think I should really forget and let go. A forced and coerced relationship is just as good as opening your heart and then slicing it into pieces. That's not me! No Way! I cannot bring myself to do such a thing!

There's this girl, I told her my feelings; vice versa. We shared a common consensus - everything and anything. I would rather believe that she is the one for me. Why did I say that? I am willing to go the extremes for her, and she did for me too. She knows what is on my mind - always. She knows my troubles - everytime, without me saying. She knows my personality, character and style of doing and handling things - forever. I think enough had been said.

Last but not least, above all else, she still has a place in my heart and mind. But whether or not we would be together, only time and fate will tell... Providence would decree.

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Wednesday, February 06, 2008