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Sunday, February 03, 2008

I suddenly have this feeling. This sense, that feeling of loneliness, desolation, emptiness, or whatever you call that. I just have no mood to do anything. Be in at home, in school, I just feel so void. My only remedy is when I see you. Cos' when that happens, only will I get that motivation, that drive, that inspiration, and everything to get me going and all spurred on.

Valentine's Day is arriving in just another week or so. Let me update now, cos I won't be looking here until March 08! =X

Valentine's is just not the day of Love, but also, celebrating and sharing Love. Be it family, friends, or your significant... It has been a long time since I remembered the significance of this day. Ever since after I met you, I recalled its significance, but there will be no chance for this day to be celebrated. No doubt, you are a great girl.

It wasn't easy. People said my expectations were high, of myself and my significant other. But what they said; are my expectations really high. I believe everyone's character has 2 sides. For myself, it is the same. I have both characters too; it's only that those who do not know me well enough do not discover them.

If you think I am just a rough and straight-forward person; think again, I have gotten things accomplished and to everyone's satisfaction.

If you think I am just a crude and short-tempered person; think again, I have to protect interests of myself and all around me.

If you think I am just a normal-guy-next-door; think again, I have done the extremes in relationships.

If you think I am a strong-headed and determined person; think again, there are times which I fall really hard too.

If you think I am a person who think too much; think again, it's all because I Love You so.

If you think I am a person who is over-sensitive and possessive; think again, I was so afraid to lose you.

If you think I am a person who gets jealous easily; think again, would I do all that if you were just a normal friend to me?

If anyone of you think that I am hard-hearted and nonchalant; think again, I have my softer sides too.

I really do not know. You are a great girl. I met you since day one during orientation. I found this keen resemblence in you. I got to know you. From accquaintances to normal friends. Do you know, everytime you talk to me, I try to remain nonchalant by treating you as a normal friend. Why? I told myself, I must hide my feelings. I must not let it be known and shown.

It is because I was too scared to EVEN lose you as a friend. No matter how much feelings I have for you, I will still hide it from you. I am afraid to let you know. I don't want to imagine the day where we have to treat each other as strangers. Let's just allow things to remain status quo.

To all my ATTACHED Friends, Buddies, Enemies, whatever:
You have my utmost blessings this Valentine's and the many more to come. Treasure those with you, and don't ever live to regret. Live to Love; Love to Live!

To all my SINGLE Friends, Buddies, Enemies, whatever:
I know you can do better than that! =D Let your dreams fulfill, Let your aspirations fly! A dream can become reality when you set your mind to pursue it. Tell the ones you love - your love for them. Work your way up to building a fruitful and fulfilling relationship. It ain't easy, but when you are there, you will see, the world is celebrating for and with you.

You see things and you ask, "Why?"
But I dream things that never were and ask, "Why Not?"

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